This Letter I Write

[Chorus]
I was your lover boy
You found another boy
How could you ruin my life?
Told me forever we’d face it together
But now it just feels like a lie
I’m tryna move on but the feelings are strong
If you’re reading this letter I write
I just sit in my room with the memories of you while the moonlight shines in
And I kill all the lights, yeah

[Verse 1]
Swiping through texts
I been looking for answers
That don’t even exist
Man this shit is depressing
I ain’t learned my lesson
A fairy tale love
Something I’ll nevеr get
When you said it was over
A feeling camе over me (A feeling came over me)
And it hasn't left since
I fell too deep in your love
I been crawling my way back to freedom and finding my sense

[Pre-Chorus]
On yeah and I hate you
All that shit you would say about how I just needed to grow
I guess it’s a phase too
What you going through
Maybe the reason you needed to go
All of my life I been looking for someone who love me for me
And you fitted the role
Now I’m just sitting here picking up pieces of what used to be
And I feel so alone
Now I finally know

[Chorus]
I was your lover boy
You found another boy
How could you ruin my life?
Told me forever we’d face it together
But now it just feels like a lie
I’m tryna move on but the feelings are strong
If you’re reading this letter I write
I just sit in my room with the memories of you while the moonlight shines in
And I kill all the lights, yeah

[Verse 2]
I’m in denial
I know that it’s me
The one that you thinking about when you kiss him
You secretly missing those dreams that we had about walking the aisle
Nah
When you wanna talk who you dial
Whenever you see me I hope you can tell that I can’t even smile
Cause of how much

[Pre-Chorus]
I hate you
All that shit you would say about how I just needed to grow
I guess it’s a phase too
What you going through
Maybe the reason you needed to go
All of my life I been looking for someone who love me for me
And you fitted the role
Now I’m just sitting here
Picking up pieces of what used to be
And I feel so alone
Now I finally know

[Chorus]
I was your lover boy
You found another boy
How could you ruin my life?
Told me forever we’d face it together
But now it just feels like a lie
I’m tryna move on but the feelings are strong
If you’re reading this letter I write
I just sit in my room with the memories of you while the moonlight shines in and-

[Verse 3]
Now that you’re gone
I keep on checking my phone
And I'm hoping you texted me back (Now that you're gone)
Ever since we broke up
Everything that’s around me
Keep falling, I just wanna put it all back (Now that you're gone)
I been stuck in a dark place
And the thought of your face
Is the only thing bringing me back
But I know the end to this story
You left and you’re not coming back
You’re not coming ba-

[Pre-Chorus]
So baby I hate you
All that shit you would say about how I just needed to grow
I guess it’s a phase too
What you going through
Maybe the reason you needed to go
All of those moments we shared
I thought you were the one I could trust
It wasn’t so
I gotta find me a way I move on
So I’m taking our love and I’m letting it go
Cause I finally know

[Chorus]
I was your lover boy
You found another boy
How could you ruin my life?
Told me forever we’d face it together
But now it just feels like a lie
I’m tryna move on but the feelings are strong
If you’re reading this letter I write
I just sit in my room with the memories of you while the moonlight shines in
And I kill all the lights, yeah
I was your lover boy
You found another boy
How could you ruin my life? (Now that you’re gone)
Told me forever we’d face it together
But now it just feels like a lie (Now that you’re gone)
I’m tryna move on but the feelings are strong
If you’re reading this letter I write (Now that you’re gone)
I just sit in my room with the memories of you while the moonlight shines in
And I kill all the lights, yeah

[Outro]
Now that you’re gone
Now that you’re gone
Now that you’re gone