THIS IS WHAT DRUGS FEEL LIKE

I think i did too many drugs
And now i cannot drive back home
Stupid of myself i still get in the car and drive alone
Hard to focus on the road i know
I might just crash the car tonight
Thank god i don't care about my life too much to give a fuck
These drugs hav done me better
Than every human interaction i had
Back to the topic i get home
Do not remember how i made it
Check my pockets make sure that my phone and wallet safely placed inside
I lock my doors, turn off my phone
Oh lord pls save me i don't think i have a purpose anymore
This world has turned me
To the enemy of everyone around
I'm still to scared to run outside
Coz all my life has just been chaos
"try to get a grip" as soon as i feel alive
There's something else inside me that died

Run back to the way i used to be that's the only thing i know that's keeping me alive
But everything i'm doing at the same time killing me, you feeling me?

I'm from a place where you die for a penny
From a place where you cannot cry
From a place where nobody give a fuck about a soul
Think i want more

You fend for yourself mother fucker i hope that you rot
And i'm taking every single thing about you, all them chains that you bought
My money bipolar, my bank be empty and the next day a check runnin thru my deposit
You a bitch stay the fuck out the internet look at yourself crying bout how he dumped yo lil hoe ass for another bitch
Now i turn my lights off mother fucker repeat the same shit the next day

I think i did too many drugs, and now i cannot drive back home
Stupid of myself i still get in the car and drive alone
Hard to focus on the road i know, i might just crash the car tonight
Thank god i don't care about my life too much to give a fuck