[Pre-Chorus]
I grind my teeth when I'm asleep
'Cause I keep dreaming of you
(Hey jolst) Dreaming of you
(dercept) Yeah
[Chorus]
Oh fuck, I'm drunk on a Monday night
Losing my vision, I fuckin' hate my life
Broken hearted demon, yeah, she's just my type
Diving in the bottle, is it deep enough to die?
Flirting up a guy
Losing who you were and never wasting time
Flirting with the thought of "I might really take my life"
Killing who I am, see you on the other side
[Verse 1]
I know it's tragic, when she lets you down, it hurts
You think she could do much better, or it's just what you deserve
I think lifе can pass you by without a second you could waste
As long as you're with hеr, you know you're likely to be safe
[Pre-Chorus]
I grind my teeth when I'm asleep
'Cause I keep dreaming of you
Dreaming of you
Dreaming of you
[Chorus]
Oh fuck, I'm drunk on a Monday night
Losing my vision, I fuckin' hate my life
Broken hearted demon, yeah, she's just my type
Diving in the bottle, is it deep enough to die?
Flirting up a guy
Losing who you were and never wasting time
Flirting with the thought of "I might really take my life"
Killing who I am, see you on the other side, yeah
[Verse 2]
Let me drink, let me think, let me get it right
I can't sing another song about my shitty life
Let me speak, spill the tea, this is what it's like
Early grave, twenty-four, this is suicide
I can see it in your eyes when I'm telling you
You can see it in my bones when they breaking through
I can see it in your posture that I'm breaking you
When I die, poltergeist is out to carry you
[Outro]
Was holding enough pop somewhere
this is suicide was written by sadeyes & Kevin Rain & dercept.
sadeyes released this is suicide on Fri May 12 2023.