This Is Not An Intro, Just How I Feel

[Chorus]
Who do you love? (yeah)
Who do you trust? (yeah)
I don't know if it's lust (yeah)
I don't know if it's
Me that's always doubting us (yeah)
Always knew I'd be the one (yeah)
When it's all said and done (yeah)
Fuck the cool, fuck the rules
Fuck the views, love the world
Understand I'm overwhelmed
Fuck the girls I've fucked before
Fuck the ones I loved as well (yeah)
They're the ones that changed me most
Found them, then I lost myself
I fucked around and fucked it up
Swerved a case, evaded jail
First aid, I needed help
She fucked off and it fucked me up
I found it hard to find my way
I felt feelings that I never felt before
I felt antisocial, I'm by myself for weeks

[Verse]
I'm faded, In faded, my haircut is faded
My RAF cap is faded, I know that I'm hated
I heard that they're waiting, spent time on a mixtape
I finally made it, but where have you been?
Where have you been?
Where have you been?
Where have you been?
(Where have you been?)
I heard that they're waiting, spent time on a mixtape
I finally made it, but where have you been?
(Tell them I been in the zone)
Regretting the babies I should've had
Got me feeling like maybe I shouldn't rap
And should've been a dad, maybe it's my fault
When I picked up this pen, couldn't put it back
And you don't want these abortions
And they all want reassurance
I'm tryna find what's more important
I can't deal with this, I'm still recording
My ego's big, it's still enormous
Like fuck the haters, build a fortress
I copped the four, I'm done with talking
I'm from the Four, we never forfeit
I used to pray to something way beyond me
Like why these niggas turned snaky on me?
All I ever did was try and make you money
You know the truth, you know I raised you properly
Where you from? It ain't the zone
Who you pop? We don't know
100K on this phone, phone
Yeah, the money's low, I ain't broke
You ain't K, you ain't wavey
I need the cake with no Paigey
I rang this, from Raven to KD
Fake niggas can't be my pagans
Doing up keys den doing up Os
You are not me, nah, you are not zone
Them man doing up talking loads
Them man get nicked, never for smoke
You are not me, nah, you are not Killa, nah
You are not AK, we are not friends
This is not Lewsey, this is not then
This is not drive-by shooting off ends
Pull up, they desert the block (yeah)
Wappers in the dirty socks (yeah)
Exit wounds, nerves and bones (yeah)
We drop a yute, we'den swerving off (yeah)

[Chorus]
Who do you love? (yeah)
Who do you trust? (yeah)
I don't know if it's lust (yeah)
I don't know if it's
Me that's always doubting us (yeah)
Always knew I'd be the one (yeah)
When it's all said and done (yeah)
Fuck the cool, fuck the rules
Fuck the views, love the world
Understand I'm overwhelmed
Fuck the girls I've fucked before
Fuck the ones I loved as well (yeah)
They're the ones that changed me most
Found them, then I lost myself
I fucked around and fucked it up
Swerved a case, evaded jail
First aid, I needed help
She fucked off and it fucked me up
I found it hard to find my way
I felt feelings that I never felt before
I felt antisocial, I'm by myself for weeks