This is Me

- Verse 1 -
I wasn't trying to be nobody special
I was doing my thing, now everybody holler at me
I've got these girls going mental
Now the girl in my bed is the one I used to see in my dreams
Yo this is as real as it gets
I'm a motherfucker you could not deal with the stress
I'd tell you to your face if I ain't felt what you said
And if you don't like it i'll probably tell you again
I wanna be the best there ever was
I'm trynna find a good path but I swear I'm getting lost
I'm trynna figure out, is this where I'm getting off?
I left my people back there and I'm a fool 'cause I forgot
I'm trynna elevate, I wanna make it work
How I could I pray to God, I'm never on my way to church
My life ain't gravy, I'm telling you it hurts
And I just swore at my mom so I've gone and made it worse

- Refrain -
Yo, it can't be me
I'm just trying to be the person everybody thinks I can't be
Have I got the world at my feet
And the rap mindstate to go forth and 6C (?)
I guess you think I'm doing good yeah
Well I'm trying and looking for a good year
Double down in myself in every video
It's messed up and you wonder why I look scared

- Verse 2 -
I do music for the things I want
I know I do the wrong thing a lot
I go out with my friends and I drink a lot
Headache in the morning, trying to find all the things I lost
Look I'm trying, I really want to change
But some people really need to get the fuck up out my face
Get the hell up out my way
Get out my way man
I know I say some things I shouldn't say man
But my mind's everywhere and I'm sorry
I know some of my friends feel they lost me
They feel like I fell out, though they would never drop me
But I don't mean to set off, I was trying to do it properly
Yo I can see it in his mind
I just lost my best friend but he says he doing fine
So I'm trapped in this fort, I feel like I'm doing time
But give me a minute cause I'm gonna make it right

- Refrain -
Yo, it can't be me
I'm just trying to be the person everybody thinks I can't be
Have I got the world at my feet
And the rap mindstate to go forth and 6C(?)
I guess you think I'm doing good yeah
Well I'm trying and looking for a good year
Double down in myself in every video
It's messed up and you wonder why I look scared

- Verse 3 -
People say I see you doing well and that
But they don't know I've been to hell and back
Yo I've been out here trying to find where heaven's at
I've always been messed up, I never had a steady plan
And that's the truth
With these girls I ain't made it
I could not give you the world, just a load of problems I can't deal with myself
And I'm telling you, you don't want to deal with them as well
I've had so many nights where I can't sleep
My heart beats to the point where I can't breathe
I got my own fam' telling me I can't dream
Like I got goals in my life that I can't reach
But I'm never one to listen in an area where everybody thinks that I'm different
Cause music was a talent I was given
So give me a second and hear what I've written

- Refrain -
Yo, it can't be me
I'm just trying to be the person everybody thinks I can't be
Have I got the world at my feet
And the rap mindstate to go forth and 6C/6 feet(?)
I guess you think I'm doing good yeah
Well I'm trying and looking for a good year
Double down in myself in every video
It's messed up and you wonder why I look scared