This Instant

Hook:
I miss the nights at the beach
I miss the nights with the homies
I miss the nights in the sheets
I miss not feeling lonely
I know, I know that things could be different
I know, I know, I chose to be distant
I hope, I hope, the break's reminiscent
I don't, I don't wanna go from this instant

Verse 1:
The world man, it's crazy how this shit can work
One day you're home out with your homies
Then you're out at work
Chose to go close to a different coast, man
Asking for the Cali packages from the postman
Yep, yep I've seen it
Memories disintegrate and Henry's now in Phoenix
Teachers aren't lenient, the fog is inconvenient
Savor feelings for another reel and yes, I mean it
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever be as happy as I was
Out getting drunk, only cares out in my trunk
A 30 rack and some weed paraphernalia
That sweet Jessica Biel bud, that heat, Jessica Alba
Looking lady by my side in the ride
With a full tank of gas and another 45
Seeking for a blast at the beach, getting light
Bonfire, late night, skrrt, park it in the drive

Hook:
I miss the nights at the beach
I miss the nights with the homies
I miss the nights in the sheets
I miss not feeling lonely
I know, I know that things could be different
I know, I know, I chose to be distant
I hope, I hope, the break's reminiscent
I don't, I don't wanna go from this instant

Verse 2:
You thought it'd never go away
You thought the people in your dome would be home to stay
You thought you'd only feel alone on the summer days
When everyone's around, it's hard to feel this type of way
Treacherous sorcer, it truly is, you see it
Now because you had it out and now you truly breathe it
Can't stand the plans of average elitists
Fail isn't in my vocab, nor is defeated, believe it
See, I was once like you
Afraid to make the moves that I had to do
You know what your fate is, so does heaven too
But that is for the afterlife, the earth is new
And your birth is news that you can choose
Anything you want to whether win or lose
Soak it up, enjoy it while you joyous in the moment
Never let a fixed mindset take you from deployment
Kaine

Hook:
I miss the nights at the beach
I miss the nights with the homies
I miss the nights in the sheets
I miss not feeling lonely
I know, I know that things could be different
I know, I know, I chose to be distant
I hope, I hope, the break's reminiscent
I don't, I don't wanna go from this instant