This Depression Is The Worst

LYRICS:
Hook:
I cried my eyes out when you leave
Man this depression is the worst
I dont ever say I love you
Cause inside it really hurts
Either way you gonna leave
Could it really worse
Am i lying to myself
Or am I lying in the dirt

Verse:
Yeah im fucked up
Its 4 o'clock
Up in the morning
Are those tears across my face
No its rain
I think its storming
Ain't no rain
Its just pain
And i can never stop the pouring
Wish that you could be here
But I know I'm not important
Toss and turning every night
I'm fighting darkness in my dreams
Lay awake inside my bed
Until I cry myself to sleep
Tv screens don't help me dream
I feel like I might lose my mind
I try to act like im okay
But I know I'm never fine

Hook:
I cried my eyes out when you leave
Man this depression is the worst
I dont ever say I love you
Cause inside it really hurts
Either way you gonna leave
Could it really worse
Am i lying to myself
Or am I lying in the dirt

Second Verse:
I just feel alone
Even though they claim to be my friends
They don't even know the pain
That I'm fighting to the end
I wanna kill myself
But I know that I got some people
That just look up to the music
And i know that would be evil
Know I'm locked inside a box
I can't find a way to break
Why the hell do I keep crying
Till im drowning in a lake
You dont understand nothing
So don't say you can relate
When cannot tell difference
Of expressions on my face

Hook:
I cried my eyes out when you leave
Man this depression is the worst
I dont ever say I love you
Cause inside it really hurts
Either way you gonna leave
Could it really worse
Am i lying to myself
Or am I lying in the dirt