This Broken Killswitch

So here's the sum of our parts
An overwhelming willingness to expire
And ugly hands that were built for breaking
The ugly second chance that i'm taking

Go
We'll realize that we're brilliant at dying as more bullets kiss
And more blades cushion our akward movements
So don't look at me when we all run out of room for caring
And bury hope with our useless hearts

I'm digging graves for everyone
And my hand is getting tired from
Writing out this killing spree

So it's reaching time. reach for home where
Everyone is waiting to forget you
Reach forward and prop yourself up on
The smiling skulls of liars
I'm reaching into my pocket
But the gun's gone off

You want to talk about pain?
Let's talk about pain, motherfucker
It's something i know everything about
And soon you'll understand why
Please stop me before i kill again

I'm reaching in my chest
But the killswitch on my heart is broken
And i've been dead for years...
And then i realized the truth;
We're forest fires waiting to happen
And buildings designed to collapse
I can't wait to watch you burn and fall