This Ain’t Living

[Intro]
Tell em, I'm bleeding from the heart on this one nigga
Boosie Badazz
Look look

[Verse 1]
Last night I heard the rain on my window pain
All I can think about is all the time my mamma begged me to change
But I ain’t listen know this ain’t living
Probably kissed yo kids through a fucking glass window, no contact
Feel me through the [?] even took the telephone tryna holla at my kids
Baby mamma never home sarge and his boys got a problem cause I'm Boosie
Surround me [?] so they could tell on me cruel shit
Same whipping [?] shit paint a bad picture of me
With that picture in my head I'm scared I may never touch it
Living like the rest of us they ain’t gonna life working in the field man
Over you with a rifle letters get shorter face get greyed up
People ain’t got no weed well I might die up in this bitch
This ain’t living I wouldn’t wish this shit on my worst enemy
Feel like the whole world envy me, know I'm talking bout
Co-defendant flipped on me glad he didn’t flipped back
Nigga was like my real son killed me when he did that
Look in his eyes and look at me I be like God damn
They tryna stop a nigga shine huh bruh

[Verse 2]
That mouth was all life you know I'm KMG right
Keep shaking on my cell he lude cause I'm [?]
Plus I'm in here I got some niggas in here imo get out there
But we go all just say a prayer
Addicted to jacking off the magazine eyes teary
I been looking at the pictures when I was free and I was stacking green
Hoes falling off the team saying they are [?]
Go to sleep at three at six my eyes open
Food tasting good now dabbling to the jail scenes
Steady doin triple life and downs he was sixteen
Blew across the walls cause he been down since like ninety four
Me I'm facing death fucked up cause I'm his only hope
He is asking questions that I can’t answer
Thoughts in my head my kids my grow up bastards
Wishing for a holiday that will set my mind straight
Mamma told me have faith and everything will be straight
But mamma I ain’t lying these times ain’t easy
Love it when you squeeze me but hate it when you leave me
All the shit I did for people this is how they treat me
Smelling all night while they had they shit fight
This ain’t living