third person point of view

And from a third person
A third person point of view
I understand that you gon love that girl
Only cuz she love you
And it's different things
A million things
That never made no sense
How you gon say you it's to much drama
But defend that very b
I never meant to call head out her name
But that's the way im feeling
It only seems she hurting you in times she should be healing
No need to have a second guess or any seconds thoughts
Cause the moment she ain't feelin you she'll sign for the div-
And im telling you it's just us
So tell me the real reason she using you
No way that all her love lust and lies really amusing you
No way that all her beauty disguised
Yo very funeral
No way that when you look in her eyes it still seduces you
But im telling you it's all delusion
Don't call me conversating soon
I won't have a solution
I told you then ill tell you now
It's insecurities
How she gon claim she love you without a sense of security
And im tired of this generation of women
Who don't love all the little things
Conversations wit women who disregard some sympathy
Perfect lover who loving on ones who seek
Consistency
But you telling me it's my fault
That i
Couldn't find the ones words to really tell you that i wanted you
Or tell you you my other half I didn't but I want to
Its things I could've said that you had wanted a response to
N maybe I should formal apologize
I told the world that you had loved me less than other guys
But it don't mean to much
I know that ill have second thoughts
About apologetic statements made when I was drunk
N yes i know im not your favorite anymore
But im glad you found a new man
Im struggling to understand my feelings and delusion
I wonder why our relationship was still diluting
I did my best but I was still the one who had confusion
But ill still talk about the other fling
The day you called me out my name was just other thing
N then you threw around the word love like it was everything
It's several instances and conversations thats unsettling
And from a third person
A third person point of view
I understand that you gon love that girl
Only cuz she love you
And it's different things
A million things
That never made no sense
How you gon say you it's to much drama
But defend that very b
Ion mean to call head out her name
But that's the way im feeling
It only seems she hurting you it times she should be healing
No need to have a second guess or any seconds thoughts
Cause the moment she ain't feelin you she'll sign for the div-