Thinking Why

I don't feel wanted anymore
So don’t take me back though I want to know
Where I went wrong so
Just say it, what do I not have
What does he got
Am I not good enough? For some happiness
To have some bliss to share my days
With our hearts so dedicated I'm lying on my bed
Just feeling dead medicated just thinking why
I know I'm flawed, but my heart is sawed our trust’s a fraud
Thought so hard this couldn't be
Oh woe is me yelling on my phone and I'm alone
Don't even know my own home
Can't call me on my phone
Need Oxycontin, ghost inhales
Exhale corrosion, but I'm so frozen and
Can't get out my bed
I'm feeling so dead, not good enough
Can’t get out my bed
I’m feeling so dead just thinking why

It's hard to close my eyes these days
Because every time I do I always see your face
It hurts
I don’t feel wanted anymore
So don't take me back
Though I want to know
Where I went wrong

Not good enough, not good enough
Not good enough, not good enough