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Thinking of you (Remastered) is the third and final edition of the “Thinking of you” Trilogy. In early 2019, XXXHXAILO released an Instrumental EP called “When it Falls”. “Thinking of you” was just a beat she had made at the time until she released an actual song later on that year. In 2022, XXXHXA...
[Chorus]
I'm lonely as I can be
Sometimes I can barely breathe
Smoking like Eternity
Everything is hitting me
Baby tell me you love me
Popping percs and smoking weed
I think my visions fading
Where you said that you going?
I'm lonely as I can be
Sometimes I can barely breathe
Smoking like Eternity
Everything is hitting me
Baby tell me you love me
Popping percs and smoking weed
I think my visions fading
Where you said that you going?
[Verse 1]
I'm lonely as I can be (I'm lonely)
Sometimes I can barely brеathe (ahh)
Smoking like Eternity (еternity)
I feel like I am lonely (I'm lonely)
Baby tell me you love me (do you love me?)
Popping percs and smoking weed
Don't tell me how I can be
(Where are you going?)
Where you said that your going? (going, going)
Where are you going?
Where are you going?
I’m lonely, ahh
[Verse 2]
I’m lonely as I can be
And everyone is watching me
To see if I end up bleeding-
Out and maybe they will see
How fucked up I can really be
Popping percs and smoking weed
Don’t tell me how I can be
Please tell me you still love me, ahh
I'm smoking, like eternity
I'm lonely, ooh
[Refrain]
Thinking too much draining me
Thinking too much draining me
Thinking too much draining me
Thinking too much drains me
Thinking too much draining me
Thinking too much draining me
Thinking too much draining me
Thinking too much drains me ahh
I think my visions fading
{Transition}
[Verse 1]
(ooh, ahh)
Long nights, can’t sleep at night
I'm silent, like the stars in the sky
I'm hurting, getting violently high
I'm broken, just kiss me goodnight
Oh, long nights, I can’t sleep at night
I'm silent, like the stars in the sky
I'm hurting, getting violently high
I'm broken, just kiss me goodnight
I'm silent, like the stars in the sky
I'm hurting, getting violently high
I'm broken just kiss me goodnight
I'm (broken) learning how to stay alive
I'm broken, I'm broken
Ooh, I'm learning
I'm broken
[Verse 2]
'cause everything hurts
'cause all of this hurts me
'cause everything-
'cause everything (hurts)
Like there’s a knife through my chest
Like the blade that I miss (that I miss)
You don’t wanna end up like this
I just wanna be missed
I don’t wanna feel this
I just wanna be kissed (one more time)
I just wanna be missed (for one night)
I don’t wanna feel this (again I’m dying)
You just want some love (she just wants some love)
You just need some love
I don’t wanna be missed
'Cause it’s all pointless (I’m tired of trying)
Can’t find the blade that I miss (I think I'm tired)
And, all the pills call for me
I know I don’t need this (I don’t need this)
I just want your touch (on night like this)
Falling deeper in (again I’m crying)
And I can’t handle it (I think I’m dying)
Damn, what is this trip?
Blood on my hands and my wrists (damn)
I just wanna be-
I just wanna be missed, ohh
[Outro]
Oh, I’m silent, (long nights) I'm hurting
Oh, stars in the sky (I'm hurting)
I’m dying (and I’m hurting)
And I'm cryin'
Like the stars (can’t take it)
Like the stars (save me)
I’m broken
Thinking of You - Remastered was written by XXXHXAILO.
Thinking of You - Remastered was produced by XXXHXAILO.
XXXHXAILO released Thinking of You - Remastered on Fri Dec 30 2022.
I can say that I’ve spent a heavy amount of time on this whole trio of songs. Earlier this year I was sitting in my room one night and just thought “I should make another version and even better”. I started writing new lyrics and started recording. After that I gave it a break, said I wasn’t ever go...