Thinking

I keep thinking
I see you
When I'm sleeping
I dream you
My head's as heavy
As the weight of my body
Your silence
Confuses me
What I want
Is an explanation
What I need
Is to be released
Because part of me
Is still holding on to you
Because part of me
Likes to feel defeat
So what if this whole the one thing
Is really real
And I screwed it up
To keep myself away
Because somewhere inside me
I still believe
That I don't deserve
To be loved this way
What I want
Is an explanation
What I need
Is to be released
Because part of me
Is still holding on to you
Because part of me
Likes to feel defeat
I keep thinking
I keep thinking
I keep thinking