Thinkin About You

I thought I had come far enough
To forget what I left behind
I thought I'd grown up enough to know
What is and isn't mine
I'd like to say it doesn't bother me
Like it did not long ago
I'd like to say I'm over it
But it seems that isn't so
I hate to admit it
But I'm afraid it's all true
'Cause I wake up every morning
Thinkin' about you
Last time I called you
I know I'd had too much to drink
But it seems like in those moments
It's like I'm about to sink
Everything around this dump
Reminds me of what we had
I think of all the good times
I'm unclear about the bad
Stumblin' way past midnight
Lookin' for healing in the moon
I'm driving myself crazy
Thinkin' about you
These corners are so lonesome
And I'm lookin' to score
And it seems like this town
Holds nothin' for me no more
Baby I'm sincerely sorry
I never meant to cause you harm
I'm sorry about my drinkin'
I'm sorry about your arm
I don't know what it was
That made me act so cruel
I wish there was something to stop
All this thinkin' about you
So I've been keepin' all your paintings
Hidden deep beneath my bed
I've been keepin' all these secrets
Holed up in my head
I've been findin' all these letters
In notebooks by the phone
But none of these things
Can help me feel any less alone
Third act curtain risin'
I present to you the fool
Who's got nobody to blame
For always thinkin' about you
I've got nobody to blame for always thinkin' about you
Nobody... for always thinkin' about you