Think Of Her Son

[Intro]
AKMarv produced it
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[Chorus]
When I look in the sky, I think of my mum
I wonder, what she thinks of her son
Wonder if she rates all the things that I done
I wonder if she hates all the things that I done
Now, I'm dealin' with this pain of mine
People ask if I’m good, I just say I’m fine
Even though I ain’t that fine, but my heart really breaks inside

[Verse 1]
Everything I got, done on my own
They’re closin' my back, got them alone
Sat on the roads, suffered alone
Now, if I blow, I'm bussin' a load
I don’t need no-I don't need no gang to do up my man, I’ll chop him alone
And what you know about bein' 15 years old, and you’ve not got a home?
And who said that men don’t cry? 'Cause sometimes, I cry at night
'Cause sometimes when my life ain’t right, and I wonder if I die tonight
This ain’t a normal life, I sat in my cell, feelin' traumatised
Sat up in jail, had to bore up guys
Had nitties on the wing and they all on spice
And all the things I'm seein' ain’t for a normal human bein'
And I ain’t had no luck, if you know the way that man grown up
I said the things I'm seein' ain’t for a normal human bein'
And I ain’t had no luck, if you saw the way that man grown up

[Chorus]
When I look in the sky, I think of my mum
I wonder, what she thinks of her son
Wonder if she rates all the things that I done
I wonder if she hates all the things that I done
Now, I'm dealin' with this pain of mine
People ask if I’m good, I just say I’m fine
Even though I ain’t that fine, but my heart really breaks inside

[Verse 2]
I wrote this song to my mother, I wish we could see each other
I wish we could be with each other, but I gotta wait till my next life
I know you’re watchin' over me every day, make sure I’m livin' my best life
I know you’re up in the clouds, I'ma do you proud just to make sure you rest right
Gotta make sure your grave get covered with flowers 'cah my queen should be treated right
I know I made some mistakes, but I seen the lies, so I can live a easy life
Tears in my eyes 'cause I know that you're gone
And even the Lord knows that it's wrong
You couldn't be here with your son
That's the main reason that I spoke in this song

[Chorus]
When I look in the sky, I think of my mum
I wonder, what she thinks of her son
Wonder if she rates all the things that I done
I wonder if she hates all the things that I done
Now, I'm dealin' with this pain of mine
People ask if I’m good, I just say I’m fine
Even though I ain’t that fine, but my heart really breaks inside

[Outro]
Perhaps, one of the most individuals on the face of this Earth is a mother
When I look in the sky, I think of my mum
I wonder, what she thinks of her son
Wonder if she rates all the things that I done
I wonder if she hates all the things that I done
Now, I'm dealin' with this pain of mine
People ask if I’m good, I just say I’m fine
Even though I ain’t that fine, but my heart really breaks inside