Things i never had

[Chorus]
I spend my time
Thinking bout things i never had
And my whole life
Was wasted on dreading about the past
They say look forward
Cause everything changes as you grow older
And i know, i feel much different

[Verse 1]
I cut my hair to fit in with the crowd
And grew it out again
I knew it was artificial but somehow
I feel in doubt again
I fell in love in the 10th grade
But i hid it away
And to this point you still dont know yet
Thought all my life was mistake
Cause i always felt strange
And now these days im filled with regrets

[Verse 2]
So did you know
That i feel like a puppet, can't move on with the show
Said i'd go through a passage
But im stuck in the snow
Frozen leaves in the pathway i can't follow the road
And i just feel
I can't do things that i want to
Im feeling a bit
Unmotivated and confused
Sick of being
Left confined up in this room
Lost in my head
And im so lost here without you

[Chorus]
I spend my time
Thinking bout things i never had
And my whole life
Was wasted on dreading about the past
They say look forward
Cause everything changes as you grow older
And i know, i feel much different

[Outro]
They say look forward
Cause everything changes as you grow older
And i know, i feel much different
And i know, i feel much different