Things Aren’t So Beautiful Now (Part 1)

Hospital, the only thing she knows
Waiting around can feel like forever
She knows he's not there at all
Everything I see repeats over and over and
I, I, I can't breathe...

Eyes toward the silver screne
We watch it fade to black
One last climactic scene
We watch the roles play back

It's not right he leads a double life
A star will fall tonight
She's be advised to not think twice
All the things he's done have come to destroy their lives
And in her mind she's terrified
Of all the things she's yet to find
The moon is full and she's had her fill of life

Pushed away into the side lights
Where she's waited most of her life
She's blinded to his ways
She can't be saved
It's been that way for a long time

Hospital, the only thing she knows
Waiting around can feel like forever
She knows he's not there at all
Everything I see repeats over and over and
I, I, I can't breathe...

Look at you now
All you are is regret won't forgive won't forget
Why she still comes to stay with me
Won't forget...

(Is he okay?..)

(He's in an oxygen tent right now)

(There are no visitors in the intensive care)

(I'm sorry for killing you over this...)