(They Wanna) Kill Me

They wanna kill me
They wanna hurt me
They wanna curse me
Welcome to the party
Y’all ain’t the only ones

(Youth Struggles)
Been called a cracker
Called a hack
Rapping as a white boy so
I MUST be wack
Discrimination comes in many forms
I’m white but the Lord knows
I’ve suffered my fair share
Age twelve walked into the men’s bathroom
Boy and a girl naked on the floor what do I do?
Scarred plus the boy tried to hold me down
Ran out because I got loose
Same year beat up as a kid
Beaten till one day I actually bled
Yo so many times under threat of death
Middle school girl died they found her dead
Members of the other school saying I was next
Scared I’ma take a walk one day and they gon’ find me dead
They want me to die
Want me to bleed
I will not hide
I will not flee
Life is a ride
Yeah it ain’t free
Kill me and I’ll fly
Kill me and I’m free
Kill me come try
Kill me if you need
To
I got a place to go what about you?
After death I got a God who
Will welcome me with arms wide open
You believe in God? Nope? Then
I’m afraid you’re going to Hell see my man
I don’t want that fate on no man
Not even Oddysseus
God created humans
To be a mirror of himself
Yeah we a broken mirror but the reflection still there
So I gotta stop worrying and pulling my hair
I’ma give a whole sermon so pull up a chair
God created humanity
With a sense of morality
Every human my brother
Sister
Mother
Father
In some way or other
It’s the truth whether you hate it or love it
Pause the beat for a couple seconds
But I ain’t done yet
They want to kill me, why y’all ain’t done it yet
(In Danger, Coping)
I’m wearing a mask
To cover my face
Not for my own protection
But to keep those I care for safe
Riddiman with his ridiculous good beats
Sedivi the superman of beat production
So good that I’m considering making them my main producers
So many boasting ‘bout chains but what is the use of
Cash when you ain’t got a soul to spend it on
You ain’t got who
Sole of my shoes worn out because I spent the rubber
Hanging with my brothers from the area cause yeah we get it on

They wanna kill me
They wanna hurt me
They wanna curse me
Welcome to the party
Y’all ain’t the only ones
They wanna kill me
They wanna hurt me
They wanna curse me
Welcome to the party
Y’all ain’t the only ones

These people wanna kill me
But I ain’t got a worry ya feel me?
Yo like I mean what is the deal with
These people trying to act tough we all know you fakin’
Slap you cross the face yeah yeah wake up
Legitimately love my brothers
Don’t you call me a faker
Don’t think y’all can fathom
The level of struggle I went through to get here
I ain’t suffered as much as many I understand
But you people got no right to tell me I ain’t suffered
Looking for my holy land
Freestyling rap has always been an escape for me
Gaining the upper hand
These people try to diss me and I flip the bars on their heads, call that underhand
Music is a way for me to grasp morality, like I have more than just a second hand
My bars come straight from the heart and are full original I don’t use secondhand
(Struggles As A Musician)
Have my brain circling to grasp what I’ve gone through going into a full cycle
I’m white but you people assuming I’m the type to shout out “heil”
I’m white but that doesn’t mean I’m racist, I’m white but I got style
I’m white but I just do myself sick of people calling out “hey eight-mile!”
I’m white but this is still my house I built it off suffering Nick, even though I’m just a juvenile
I’m outplaying people cause they can’t take a hit
Get pissed cause I’m outshining them
Cause they don’t shine no more
Wish them the best but I’m blocking they light
They try to leave me full eclipse (full of clips)
Me and the homies
We got no worries
We got not hurry
Life go at its own pace and
What needs to happen will happen in its own moment
Hold on now let’s slow this down
Turn those frowns
Upside down
Cause even if I die I’ve lived a life worth living
Bless and pray for the ones who killed me
I’ve suffered but I always find hope
So if you want to start beef just don’t
I’d rather not
Stay away from my family
Stay away from my friends
Or maybe apologize
Violence doesn’t have to be the end
The means never justify the ends
I will stand for what’s right and never bend
Cause for all I know the next to try to kill me is my next friend
Violence a cycle, y’all trying to kill me but I will transcend