They/Them

[Verse 1]
On
My
Life, I've been stuck inside this massive holo lens
Looking at the stars just thinking 'bout my friends
Pondering if they are true and that this isn't chance
And promise all my homies that I will not be a simp
I've been feeling low, wonder how I keep this story moving?
Feels just like The Bible but I'm the demon looming under the skin
Under the covers, undo my sin
I did not stutter, I've finally rinsed all of my utter disregard for safety
And the qualities of life
I only lived this lie being hostage at the knife and I know that
It's been carrying my pridе but it's only really there to tеll me when to fucking hide and I-
Wanted to be sure that it was you
Wanted there to be a single ounce of truth
But baby what's the use?
But baby what's my use?

[Verse 2]
Waking in your nightmares looking for me
Always wondering if I'm on the streets
You've been so scared and you're thinking "finally"
You've been so weird, yeah you've gotten rid of me, but
I'm still haunted in your dreams
And I feel like I'm in need
I've been feeling so alone
I don't feel like I'm at home
Ain't been feeling so at home
Ain't been feeling so at home
When you got me feeling this way
Man you got me wanting to say
That I just don't wanna be "they"
I just want to be myself