​they don’t understand

[Chorus]
I can't blame you, you don't know what's goin' on in my head
It's hard to go outside when you think everything circumstance turns red
And what it could be in a minute, that shit just ends up dead
I don't like talking about it, lets just move it on instead
I hate bein' a mess, can't get up out of bed
Don't like this party life, I probably need some rest
I can't go out to drugs, they'll probably beat my chest
And eat me up alive until I'm fighting for my last breath

[Verse]
Do you believe in karma? I do, well for sure know that exists
I'll be an asshole 'til I'm 18, I can probably take a hit
And 20 more, I've cried on my floor too much before
'Cause every time you left me that was something I couldn't ignore
And every time you woke up, I was right by on your door
But recently it feels like you never fucking hated me more
And when you open but don't answer that shit hit straight through my core
It even hurts more when I know that's that shit that I adore
You seem so perfect, you're something I can't get over with
And even if I do, I know I'll fucking miss you
Probably go fucking kiss you
Treat you like a real girl
Knowing it's an issue for me

[Chorus]
I can't blame you, you don't know what's goin' on in my head
It's hard to go outside when you think everything circumstance turns red
And what it could be in a minute, that shit just ends up dead
I don't like talking about it, lets just move it on instead
I hate bein' a mess, can't get up out of bed
Don't like this party life, I probably need some rest
I can't go out too dressed, they'll probably beat my chest
And eat me up alive until I'm fighting for my last breath