​they couldn’t save me

[Verse 1]
Stuck inside, might fade away
I’ve been taking this day to day
I’ve been making up white lies
In the summertime, can’t run astray

Feel like my minds on pandemic
All the things I can’t stomach
Therapy, i ran through it
Bad vibes til my heart plummets

My arms weak
And my chest hurts
Staying cold inside sweatshirts
I got three scars on my torso
Cuz it cut deep when I met her

But that’s old news
Sitting up in this cold room
Laying down when I need to
All the clothes that I bleed through, yea

[Verse 2]
I don’t wanna talk anymore
Closed off behind open doors
Mom’s here, doesn’t understand me
Surrounding me, but still feel abandoned

Lotta things that they never will see
Midday, but I’m falling asleep
Thеse people nеver honest with me
Because I won’t get better, no promise to keep

Maybe I’ll try to relax
Asking a lot, but avoiding the facts
I wanna know if there’s hope in the end
I’ve been trying to cope, but I’m moping instead

Slow it down
Heart’s rhythm keeps slowing down
Bloods moving, it goes around
Until it stops, it’s over now