They Always Come Back (But I Hope You Don’t)

This one's called They Always Come Back... But I Hope You Don't
This one's for me...

[Chorus]
I'd be lying if I said you didn't break my heart
Sometimes, to be with you, we lay apart
You left me once before, you had to play your part
If they always come back, I hope we stay apart

[Verse]
I was down bad when you left me
Hoping you would text me
Had an image of myself, my health was nowhere near to sexy
I was reaching out to God, I was asking him to bless me
While you were in the city doing anything you pleased
Had me tweaking off the shits, I was smoking on this weed
I was questioning His will, I was asking why'd you leave
I was crying every day, I was staying up for weeks
All this war within my life, but when I had you I had peace
The woman that I loved is alive and yet deceased
My therapist told me it's okay for me to grieve
I did it for a little, but I gotta keep it G
You died the day you left, you're just a memory to me
I deleted all our pictures, I deleted all our texts
I removed you from my socials, said goodbye to all your friends
I threw away your letters and I threw away your notes
And I took your fucking name out my phone - Don't call me
Damn, my heart is broke
Holding onto nothing but I still got hope
I'm picking up the pieces, dawg, healings dope
They always come back, but I hope you don't

[Chorus]
I'd be lying if I said you didn't break my heart
Sometimes, to be with you, we lay apart
You left me once before, you had to play your part
If they always come back, I hope we stay apart
I'd be lying if I said you didn't break my heart
Sometimes, to be with you, we lay apart
You left me once before, you had to play your part
If they always come back, I hope we stay apart