​these lonley nights

[Intro]
5-5-5-5head
​metlast

[Chorus: epitomeoffailure]
I forgot on these lonley nights
That I won't see you by my side
Not anymore
But you'll still find me holding onto your memory
But I won't let this be the end of me
So cold, she knows
I'm out here growing mold
Ashes floating in the air burned up from a story that went untold
But where did this fire come from?
It's not in my soul
My desires are coming undone
I've lost control

[Verse: teddyboi]
Everybody telling me I've lost control
Frankly I don't wanna believe that no, no
Girlfriend yelling at me over the phonе
God damn, here we go again
Argumеnts, wanna fight like that?
I don't text back no, not like that
And even though I wanna kill you, girl I still say it back
Yeah, you push me away, but forget I'm attached
And maybe
Maybe that shit is the problem
Keep a bottle and a 9mm finna solve 'em
Too lonely babe it's suicide when you're calling
You know I don't like to talk at all
Or even think
So why'd you leave me here alone
Coping with this drink
Woke up, you left, I died in a dream
Percocet got me worried 'bout the way that I breathe
You tell me that you're scared, you don't want me to go to sleep
You put me in this position, where I can't even breathe

[Chorus: epitomeoffailure]
I forgot on these lonley nights
That I won't see you by my side
Not anymore
But you'll still find me holding onto your memory
But I won't let this be the end of me
So cold, she knows
I'm out here growing mold
Ashes floating in the air burned up from a story that went untold
But where did this fire come from?
It's not in my soul
My desires are coming undone
I've lost control