These Long Nights

[Verse 1]
Thought I had someone for the long haul
Mistakes on the wall, it's a long haul
Lookin' at my phone, ten missed calls
Lookin' at my heart, and I got no room for anyone else but me
No room for a queen, I'm a heart broke king
No trust for these girls from the things that I see
If I want, loves gotta come from me, yeah
Sky high my anxiety flew
And I only get that way when I'm thinkin' 'bout you
99 on the highway, true
And I only slow down when my tears do
Sleepin' on your side so I don't see you
Walkin' outside with a smile, but it's seethrough
Hard for me to breathe anytime when I need to
Tryna heal up, but it bleeds through

[Chorus]
These long nights, they got mе breathin' slow
These long nights seem to just bе my home
Held my heart and it feels so cold
Look inside, it's like winter snow, yeah
Cryin' by myself every night for no reason
Lookin' out the window and wonder if I'm leavin'
Hard to let it go, even harder when I keep it
I don't wanna feel, but I feel it all in these long nights

[Verse 2]
On the coast, coastin
Got a lot of baggage, time for me to own it
On my own, zonin', nothin' but green texts
'Cause I'm out here roamin'
Everything I need, I don't hone it, yeah
Why does it feel like I'm goin' through the motions?
Love's a wave, but I drown in the ocean
Open book, but now it's time for me to close it
No one knows what I'm goin' through
Held your hand, but I know it ain't you
On my own, but my demons came too
Doin' things that I never would do, just to move on, even though it ain't true

[Chorus]
These long nights, they got me breathin' slow
These long nights seem to just be my home
Held my heart and it feels so cold
Look inside, it's like winter snow, yeah
Cryin' by myself every night for no reason
Lookin' out the window and wonder if I'm leavin'
Hard to let it go, even harder when I keep it
I don't wanna feel, but I feel it all in these long nights
Yeah, yeah, oh
Yeah, yeah, oh
Yeah, yeah, oh
I feel it all in these long nights
Yeah, yeah, oh
Yeah, yeah, oh no
Yeah, yeah, oh
I feel it all in these long nights