These days :((

[Intro]
You think you know me
I will look for you, I will find you, and I will kill you

[Verse 1]
They never cared abt me, no they never cared abt me
I'm sipping more, feel the emotion, now i think I'm drowning
And i can't take pictures no more, my facestuck always frowning
These days I'm all alone, ignore them when they hit my phone
I'm done dont do that shit no more, why everybody fold
Why you getting closer to me, you'll leave me all on my own
Everybody doubt me, yeah I'm better off alone
Only do this music shit bc in lifе there's highs and lows

[Chorus]
Everybody told mе that when I grow up I'm gonna lose
I think i believe them, don't want it to be the truth
Nights like these I'm rotting and I'm smoking in my room
All my friends they live without me, they dont know a thing abt me

Oh my god, now i take another shot, i do this shit a lot
Even though i know i shouldn't, I could feel my body rot
I know I'm losing touch with reality its tough
Everything it gets too real, so I take more 'till I'm numb

[Refrain]
T-T-T-Take more 'till I'm numb
E-E-Everything it gets too real, so i take more 'till I'm numb
I wish that it was for fun
That's how it used to be nothing lasts forever though its dumb

[Verse 2]
They still hit my phone though
But i dont know where to go
And I act like they all know
When they dont
So who is there to blame but me
I been the only one to say to heal with focus but i just lost it all and Now my wounds they start to open
Trapped in these four corners so addicted I'm so hopeless
Soon I'll disappear and I'm sure nobody will notice

[Chorus]
Everybody told me that when i grow up I'm gonna lose
I think i believe them dont want it to be the truth
Nights like these I'm rotting and I'm smoking in my room
All my friends they live without me, they dont know a thing about me

Oh my god, now i take another shot, i do this shit a lot
Even though i know i shouldn't, I could feel my body rot
I know I'm losing touch with reality, its tough
Everything it gets too real, so i take more 'till I'm numb