[Verse 1: T Shan]
I don't wanna feel like this
I take another hit
This fucking sucks, I fell in love
With a bad idea and it fucked me up
And I cry sometimes about it
And I cry sometimes about it
And I cry sometimes about it
And I cry sometimes about it (And I cry)
I keep on getting killed in my dreams
I look up, all I see are high beams
I can't keep on running and hiding
Bleed blood, dark red, keep on fighting
How could I love you? How could I not?
You make my heart hurt, you make it burst
I see myself lifeless, I see myself lifeless
[Bridge: T Shan]
Standing on the edge I find it hard to give a damn
Hard to give a damn about anything, anything
None of this matters to me
Standing on the edge I find it hard to give a damn
Hard to give a damn
Watch what you say to me, say
I'ma lose control
[Verse 2: SuiSai}
Half living, brain dead rotting away
'Cause you did this, don't expect me the same
After all it's your fault
Who'd have known it'd be this bad
'Cause I can't understand
Start to call all my friends
But they don't remember me
Seems like I've done it once again
Chased everyone away from me so
I'll just stay where I feel safest
This place won't fall and you'll never break it again
Sit in the car and I stare at my phone
Feeling low but I'll just ignore it can wait till the morning
Yeah, it can wait till the morning, yeah, yeah
'Cause I can't recall feelings anymore
All my life I've been alone it's all I've ever known
Yeah, it's all I've ever known, yeah, yeah
Sit in the car and I stare at my phone
Feeling low but I'll just ignore it can wait till the morning
Yeah, it can wait till the morning, yeah, yeah
'Cause I can't recall feelings anymore
All my life I've been alone it's all I've ever known
Yeah, it's all I've ever known, yeah, yeah
TheReaperHasMyNumber was produced by Kyotospeak.
T Shan released TheReaperHasMyNumber on Tue Aug 28 2018.