Therapy Session

[Intro]
This a therapy session
(Kid, we going to the moon?)
Therapy be needed sometimes, fuck it
I was neglectin' it at first, but here I go
Listen

[Verse]
I gotta be careful how I speak on how I feel, honestly
So closed in and vulnerable, I'm honestly tired of me (Tired of me)
So fucked up on the drank, I lost control of my day
I got a problem, get mad and doin' my own, I'm stuck in my way (Stuck in my way)
I broke her heart, she expressed herself and then she let me have it (She let me have it)
She said I'm a liar and a cheat, nigga, work on bein' a daddy (What the fuck?)
Talk to myself, I need to grow up (Need to grow up, man, fuck)
Or maybe they just don't understand me (They don't understand me, yeah, they don't understand you, Ace)
Why you sittin' at home? I rather work for you (I rather work you)
Take away your pain, I rather hurt for you (I'll take all the hurt)
They did you bad, I did the worst to you (I did the worst to you)
I know sometimes feel like I don't love you (I love you)
But I got a bad way in explainin' tryna express myself
I'm second guessin' on therapy 'cause I can't help myself (I need somebody)
I couldn't never bury my past, I put it on a shelf (Fuck)
The streets killed majority of me, I gave you what was left (Here)
I'm in a car slidin' dolo, I'm away from my niggas (I'm away)
My dog been dead for way too long and I'm startin' to forget him (Ayy, brother)
It's hard to forget him (Fuck)
I'm scarred and miserable (I'm dead)
My dog been changin' in the cell, feel like I don't know him no more
They givin' up on me, no, regrettin' this life some more
I'm prayin' my dogs don't fold
They envy me in the show (In the show, show, show sometimes)
I gotta stop fuckin' with everybody
I swear I'm tired of tellin' myself the same old thing
So sick and tired of fightin' when they all neglectin' my pain
How you love me for me when you beggin' for me to change?
You snaked me and I forgave, how the fuck I'm gon' move the same? (How the fuck?)
Tired of dealin' with death, I'm numb and don't feel a thing
It's been a long time without healin' (Healin')
But I cannot go seek for help (I cannot go seek for help)
It's dangerous, I'm movin' by myself
I got my gun, I protect myself (I protect myself)
It's been a long time without love (Love)
I don't know if it's fake or real (I don't know)
Don't know if you genuine, for real
They don't care for me, why should I care how you feel?

[Outro]
It's been a long time without love
I don't know if it's fake or real
Don't know if you genuine, for real
It's been a long time without love
I don't know if it's fake or real
How I know if it's genuine, for real?