Therapy

[Verse 1]
How you doing?
Hope everything going well for you
We in this pandemic, probably overwhelming you
It's going well for me
I'm hoping more health for you
I'm just checking up on you
It's something, myself do
I need to change that cause normally I stay to myself
Plotting, scheming, dreaming, just chasing this wealth
And I don't feel that I could help
So I levitate it myself
I call my grandma sometimes
Check in on her health
I need to do it more
And do it for more people
But they don't check on me
Am I wrong or should it be equal
They know when Jay Show is on his grind like a feeblе
But I don't wanna miss you
Time, I can't repeat you
Somе might say he not hot nigga
[?]
And my bloods back, what up nigga
They freed you
They did like me with Red Durango they finally released you
I know I'm younger than you but I got some shit to teach you
Like investing, real estate, stocks, and shit
It's more to life than just the spotlights and rocks and shit
My nigga came home, four months copped him a Benz and a [?]
No more friends I got bitches if I need someone to fuck me
Well a few friends I had to leave for them to see who love me
Cause niggas was hating using jokes as a way to [?] (yea)
Drop shit and they love me
Ignore me I guess it's fuck me
But nah nigga it's fuck these niggas
I used to be bitter about support
Or lack there of
I really thought niggas was in my court
Niggas, spending multiple figures just for the sport
Knowing I rap so I was a little upset of course
Always proud, I was happy for y'all
Even though I was upset I still prayed for your safety to God
I realized my vision is only my vision alone
It's my prescription so Imma see it through in this song
Niggas say don't forget me whenever you get on
But you could come with me if you would just put on
Maybe I expect to much or don't know what a friend is
But nigga these bags coming so I can be friendless
If need be
I'm saying it loud y'all gon' need me
Cause this show here gonna be all over the tv
I'm touching M's and B's
Y'all probably don't believe me
I ain't talking Mercedes

[Bridge]
A billionaire's how I see me nigga (yea)
A billionaire's how I see me nigga (yea)
A billionaire's how I see me nigga (yea)
A billionaire's how I see me nigga (yea)
Yo

[Verse 2]
Show I go on
Or should I stop it there
If you couldn't tell it's me
I'm the topic here
And if you couldn't tell there's never any stopping here
My pops left and niggas act like they forgot I'm here
My main support is gone my dream supposed to be shattered
Like orange and black ones but that shit didn't matter
I kept going, still here nigga through every season
I'm two relationships from drinking
I still can't reach them
Why is that considering that I'm the hardest nigga
I understand that not a soul owes me shit so I'm gon' get it regardless nigga
I promise nigga
I hate complaining I'm not bitter
I got to tell my story being honest nigga
Imma modest nigga, stay to myself
So no one can disappoint me a lot of weight on myself
I pray to God and then I look at me and pray to myself
Cause Imma God too six-five not five-two I hated myself
I didn't even know that shit until I dug deeper
Never accepted compliments cause I didn't believe them
I swear this subconscious shit will really deceive you
How could I feel that way when I was fucking all them divas
Never an active thought and that's what's crazy
I been jiggy
Auntie Ty now call me that as a baby
I'm insecure about my music even though that shit wavy
And I never trust a woman cause of the fear that they'll play me
We are made in his image
And that is why I'm so godly
It's time for me to believe in it
This shit not a probably
If I ever did you dirty I just wanna say sorry

[Outro]
Damn
You know
I don't really get the chance to speak a lot on what's going on in my head so, this right here for me was like a therapy session
I probably ran it for a little too long, it's all good
We here
It's taking a bit longer but it's making shit stronger, yea, yea