[Intro]
(Uhhh) I-I-I've been tryna do my best
Can you stop? Yeah, put it all to rest
Cigarettes on my breath, shit got me so stressed
Every-every time I talk, it feel likes I messed–
(Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh, yeah, uh
Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh, yeah, uh)
[Verse 1: minok0]
(Uhhh) I've been tryna do my best
Can you stop? Yeah, put it all to rest
Cigarettes on my breath, shit got me so stressed
Every-every time I talk it feel likes I messed up
Yeah, (Uhh), but you couldn't give a fuck
Not the same person, yeah, I really keep it tucked
And this shit for real sucks, I don't got self love
Miss the person that I was and this shit for real sucks
Take it back, missin' what I had
Tell me lies, tell me lies 'cause the truth just makes me sad
Yeah, take it back, missin' what I had (I had)
Tell me lies, tell me lies 'cause the truth just makes me sad
[Bridge: minok0]
Yeah, (Uhh), but you couldn't give a fuck
Not the same person, yeah, I really keep it tucked
And this shit for real sucks, I don't got self love
Miss the person that I was and this shit for real sucks
[Verse 2: mental]
Kiss me, tell me that you love me
When I show a sign, it's disgusting
Hurt me, treat me like I'm nothing
I don't wanna make these assumptions
Back then I was always running
Couldn't tell you what, but it was something
Cut me, look at how I'm blushing
Fists wrapped, blood rushing
It's a bad dream, I don't feel the wake up
Is it real life? I can't tell what's made up
When I have love, they don't wanna take some
Your everything that I'm afraid of
And there's not a thing I could've prepared for
I give and you take and then you take more
I can't even think, you made my brain sore
I don't even know what I was made for
[Verse 3: 1crusafix]
Had to pick my heart up where she left it
Couldn't put it back together 'cause she wrecked it
Took a long time but I learned my lesson
Tryna calm down, can I get a second?
I just need a second to myself, I'm just tryna break out of this shell
I'm just tryna leave this town 'cause this shit's hell
When I look up in the mirror and my skin's pale