The Worst in Me

I could have found a way
I would have found a way

Did you want me to break down?
Did you want me to give in?

Found so many ways to hate myself
Found so many ways to put them all away

Don't care if the whole world falls apart
Don't care if you hated me from the start...

You bring out the worst in me!

Pick and peel it off, this dried up skin
Strip it away, this flesh and gore
Open it up, the stink of you sin
Was it holy as you hoped, at heart, at the core?

Did you want me to break down?
Did you want me to give in?

Found so many ways to hate myself
Found so many ways to put them all away

Don't care if the whole world falls apart
Don't care if you hated me from the start...

You bring out the worst in me!

I make you stronger
You make me weaker
Can't take this much longer...
Since I stopped being a seeker

Pick and peel it off, this dried up skin
Strip it away, this flesh and gore
Open it up, the stink of your sin
Was it holy as you hoped, at heart, at the core?

Did you want me to break down?
Did you want me to give in?

Found so many ways to hate myself
Found so many ways to put them all away

Don't care if the whole world falls apart
Don't care if you hated me from the start...

You bring out the worst in me!

I make you stronger
You make me weaker
Can't take this any longer
Since I stopped being a seeker...

Rip and tear this un-bleeding dead
Naked and cold, nothing left to steal
Can't get it back, wish I was dead instead
It will never close, this fucking sore will never heal!

I am a ghost, you are my host
You will never see me again