The Worst In Me

Drawing the lines
I think you're hard pressed to find
A good reason for these thoughts in my head
Malignant design
I reap a poor state of mind
Cause your actions bring out the worst in me

Falling apart
It’s what I can’t feel that aches
I feel quite sick to my stomach
Even as an honest mistake

I think of things I shouldn’t say
And I think of things I shouldn’t do
But you wouldn’t know of that
Unless I lay it all out in front of you

If you could take a step inside my mind
I think youll come to find it’s not as sound as it seems
I’m too far deep in my head once again
May God help me out one last time

The worst in me
Thrives off the worst in you
It’s crumbling foundation
And I think we’re both screwed

Cause the worst in me
Thrives off the worst in you
We need to keep our distance
Cause it’s long overdue

Cause it’s not like the first time and won't be the last
I can’t trust my instincts they’re stuck in the past
If I know myself well enough i’d know
That the worst in me thrives off the worst in you

Oooo and if only i believed
I let my guard down I was all too far naive
Oooo and if only i could see
Yeah hindsight’s 20/20 there’s no point in all this grief

Oh you went too far this time
Yeah you went too far this time
Oh you went too far this time
My blood is boiling i think its the end for us

If you could take a step inside my mind
I think youll come to find it’s not as sound as it seems
I’m too far deep in my head once again
May God help me out one last time

The worst in me
Thrives off the worst in you
It’s crumbling foundation
And I think we’re both screwed

Cause the worst in me
Thrives off the worst in you
We need to keep our distance
Cause it’s long overdue

Cause it’s not like the first time and won't be the last
I can’t trust my instincts they’re stuck in the past
If I know myself well enough i’d know
That the worst in me thrives off the worst in you

The strings holding me back are starting to fray
And i’m only veiled by high inhibition
All these thoughts appear more often
And i’m thrown into submission
Cause i wish no more for this weight on my shoulders
Cause i wish no more for this weight on my shoulders