The Worst

[Verse 1]
All my friends, they think I'm stupid
Always raining on my own parade
Finding problems in solutions
Can't help myself from pushing you away
If I had a glass, it would be half away
Never been the one to top it up
The opposite of a romantic
Can't help myself from messing it all up

[Chorus]
Sometimes I drink so I don't feel lonely
I only ever let strangers hold me
Get paranoid and I hate not knowing
How the heel it's gonna end
'Cause what if you're the worst
What if this could hurt, mm
Maybe I should self-sabotage us for nothing
Cut you off when I start feeling something
What if you're the worst

[Verse 2]
Wish I could separate my memories
So they don't bleed in to this thing we've got
I keep tainting good things with the ugly
Can't help myself from messing it all up

[Chorus]
Sometimes I drink so I don't feel lonely
I only ever let strangers hold me
Get paranoid and I hate not knowing
How the heel it's gonna end
'Cause what if you're the best
Not a train wreck like the rest, oh
Maybe I should let all my feelings just sink in
I know I should stop overthinking
What if you're the worst

[Chorus]
Sometimes I drink so I don't feel lonely
I only ever let strangers hold me
Get paranoid and I hate not knowing
How the heel it's gonna end
'Cause what if you're the best
Not a train wreck like the rest, oh
Maybe I should let all my feelings just sink in
I know I should stop overthinking