The Woman I Am

[Verse 1]
Messed up
From love
Had a few cases that
Fucked up
No luck
Another week wasted a
Good girl, played nice
Been a bitch, burnt twice
What’s the point in all of this?
Everytime I lose
Heartbreak
Broke down
In a dark place and I
Lost faith, I drowned, nothing I wasted and
Red lines, red wine
Tell myself I’m fine
What’s the point in all of this emotional abuse?

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m so scared I'll self-destruct
But I’m too scared to fall in love
‘Cause

[Chorus]
What if you don’t like the woman I am?
What if I fall and you change up your plan?
I know how it goes, I know how it can be
Had it all, had it all said to me
What if you don’t like this version of me?
We’ll give it a year and then you’ll wanna leave
I know how it goes, I know how it can be
Had it all, had it all said to me

[Verse 2]
Dressed up
Face on
Found a nice place for a
First date
So strong
What if I let him in?
Good guy, too nice
Third date, I tried
What’s the point in all of this?
I’m only gonna lose myself

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m so scared I'll self-destruct
But I’m too scared to fall in love
‘Cause

[Chorus]
What if you don’t like the woman I am?
What if I fall and you change up your plan?
I know how it goes, I know how it can be
Had it all, had it all said to me
What if you don’t like this version of me?
We’ll give it a year and then you’ll wanna leave
I know how it goes, I know how it can be
Had it all, had it all said to me

[Outro]
What if you don’t like the woman I am?
I know how it goes, I know how it can be
Had it all, had it said to me