The Will to Live

Out of breath
Oh so bad at sex
My muscles corrode
Crumbling skin and bones
I'm in too deep now
I've lost control
I've signed the papers
And sold my soul
I'm sinking down into a black hole
I can't get off now
Trapped in it's hold
My brain is fried
And I can't let go
I should've stopped a long time ago

So exhausted
Punch out my lights
Another bad decision
I wasn't thinking!
Stuck in a place now
So dark and cold
I will not drag you down too
I'll face this hell alone
Binded in chains now
I can't let go
I self destruct and fall from grace
You will not remember my name

Self inflicting venom
To my euphoric pulse
Addicted to artificial
Happiness that I've nеver known

I wanna quit now
But you won't let go
Im sinking deeper down
Into vantablack darknеss
Too tied I am now
To chemicals
Too late now nothing's changing
My will to live is breaking