‌the way it goes

[Intro]
I made you leave
I fucked up trapped in your mind
I can't get out
Who the fuck gon' stop me now?
In between the doubt and the dark

[Chorus]
The way it goes for me
The same mistakes
It's every time
I try to lead you back to me
But every time I try I see

[Verse 1]
I'll pretend that I'm allowed to choose
You like how I drive fast like I got nothing to lose
'Cause I don't, 44 times 2, what I'm doing on it
Really, I just wanna see if it scares me; will it?
Been a couple months since I felt shit
But maybe it's something you could help with
Just hear me out
Get near me now
Let's go, meow
Oh, wow

[Chorus]
Oh wow, the way it goes for me
The same mistakes
It's every time
I try to lead you back to me
But every time I try I see
The way it goes for me
The same mistakes
It's every time
I try to lead you back to me
But every time I try I see

[Verse 2]
Wait, accelerated too fast now I gotta drive reverse
Crying while I'm driving like I'm followin' a hearse
When it's my turn to be in it, bitch I want an epitaph
My gravestone gon' be iPad with a bunch of paragraphs
On how I cool I was
Hmm, lemme dedicate it
This one for the queer kids
Pioneers of the weird shit
Aren't you tired of bein' nice
Don't you wanna go ape-shit?
Come on, let me hear you say it

[Bridge]
I know, it's not fair, King Richard
Everywhere I go, they stare and take pictures
Strangers say I'm the bravest and I can't tell if it's sarcasm or not
Yeah, all my friends say I look famous
That happens when you dress for the job that you want, right?
That's what I'm supposed to do
Become somebody iconic, what I'm supposed to do
You taking pictures they look good so Imma post a few
The tiny picture is right now I'm trynna smoke with you
I wanna blow some chemicals into the sky with you
I wanna cuddle, wanna eat hot chip, and lie with you
Yeah, I could die with you
You know, I wish that you could feel it too

[Chorus]
But that's not the way it goes for me
The same mistakes
It's every time
I try to lead you back to me
But every time I try and see
The way it goes for me
The same mistakes
It's every time
I try to lead you back to me
But every time I t-