The Way I Am

[Chorus]
Yeah, I can't help the way I am
You deserve a better man
Know I'm not intelligent
I'm narcissistic, selfishly
Stoppin' you from gettin' sleep
Stoppin' you from livin' dreams
Stoppin' you from tellin' me
That you're not in love with me
That you're not recoverin'
That you're never comin'
I just miss the drugs yeah

[Verse]
I-I-I don't wanna die too soon without you
Tell me that I'm pretty so I'll stay around you
Even though you fuck my friend when I'm not in town too
Not around you
I think that you need somebody else in your life
I know you can't handle me, that's alright
If there ever was a time to find another
You don't need weed, you need your mother
Starin' at the screen, we're toxic lovers
She said "You're scarin' me," well, duck and cover

[Chorus]
Yeah, I can't help the way I am
You deserve a better man
Know I'm not intelligent
I'm narcissistic, selfishly
Stoppin' you from gettin' sleep
Stoppin' you from livin' dreams
Stoppin' you from tellin' me
That you're not in love with me
That you're not recoverin'
That you're never comin'
I just miss the drugs yeah

[Verse]
I don't wanna have to stop right now
No, I don't wanna drive to your house
I don't wanna fuck a thot right now
I just cut my wrists on the couch
Like a parent that can only let one kid live
It's apparent this decision's gettin' under my skin
Do you care, do you care, do you care, do you care
(Tell me that I'm pretty, then I'll stay around you)
Can I go, can I go, can I go, can I walk out the door

[Chorus]
Yeah, I can't help the way I am
You deserve a better man
Know I'm not intelligent
I'm narcissistic, selfishly
Stoppin' you from gettin' sleep
Stoppin' you from livin' dreams
Stoppin' you from tellin' me
That you're not in love with me
That you're not recoverin
That you're never comin
I just miss the drugs yeah

[Outro]
Do you know what I care about?
Love feelin' scary now
Feelin' temporary now