The Water

I ain't too big on religion
But intuitive decisions overpower my opinion every time
I ain't too big on the given
So I'm searching for the hidden with incisions on the ridges of my mind
I'm trying to keep it open
I'm trying to keep the devil off me with this crucifix across
Me like I'm being flossy, I'm defrosting
In this holy water, I'm exhausted with existing
But a coffin is isn't fitting, I'm a faucet when I'm spitting
And I'm nauseous and it's sickening, how they're plotting
So I'm cautious when I'm shifting, I'm a hostage
Of the living, and they robbed us
Of commitment, if I want it imma risk it
I'm resisting when the officer is frisking, get up off me and I'm twisting
And I'm spinning , and I'm gripping on my dick and start pissing
Yeah I'm rinsing all the dissing, I'm convincing myself
I'm extending my health
Not depending on your Lending, I'm inventing my wealth
Everybody need help, everybody's pretending
And the law is unbending, but it's based on your tinting
So our culture is blending for the vultures
And the folk that don't love us but they're renting
Our format, they adore that, and the doorbell is ringing
You're a doormat, I'm a Sculptor but the sculpture is pending
I ain't done yet, I ain't won yet
N**** f*** the world ain't cum yet
I keep a stick like a drum set
I was down there where the dumps at
But I'm back like where the trunk's at
Niggas cling though, niggas team though
When you be low where they be though
I only had two Migos, I was offset and upset
Had to stop that and progress, assess my mindset
It was me myself and I and some real niggas I ain't find yet
Ambition made me a blind man, life made me a quiet man
Cuz da loud ones be the foul ones, do anything for a crowd man
U a clown nigga take a bow
I was locked down in the state pen I'll give anything for a shower
It was 5 dollars for an hour , on the phone..
Only way u feel home, only way i felt sane, only way I felt pain
Only if it would rain down blessings from the sky's
But it did I later learned it was lessons in disquise
It was me n ghost we never felt no pressure from them guys
I went in alone I'm still my own I overcame the odds
Dey say life is by design a game of thrones between the God's
But what's the point in playing games If u don't attain the prize
Gimme mine, I really grind in any climate
Really high mountains i climb it and dive into diamonds, I'm tryin
My city sound like firing n sirens
I'm so focused turned the chaos to an island of silence, a solace
The media turn us to rioting lions, anything to tie us to violence
Deny and defy us , science of giants, my hands are reliable
Fly in like Beckham my numbers retireble, that's undeniable
Evil is viable, goods unreliable, even i told a lie or two, I ain't perfect
On the road to riches swerving, skrrt skrrtin tank full of bourbon
I'm still observant, devil lurking searching for weakness he out here working
I feel depleted searching for purpose I'm out here nervous
Worthless vermin hate on me hopeing im crash and burning
I send em blessings dey send me curses and I reverse it
I know that before it get better that shit'll worsen
So I need a nurses service I'm sick as fuck on these verses
Slick as fuck like a serpent, I got the sauce and won't give it up like a virgin, I'm blowing up wit no turban , I went to church asserted
Rehearsed the sermons got it perfect and convert it urban
U self proclaimed profits ain't in my margin
I seen more evolution than Charles
May the water pardon all..