​‎the verge of breaking up

[Verse 1]
I saw you cleaned the kitchen when I got home
Could be your way of admitting you were wrong
These last few months I kinda learned the hard way
To not wait around for clues before a word that proves your love, no
First time I'm second guessing what we are
What I considered a blessing
Thought my strength was expressing what I feel
But it's messing you up, you up

[Chorus]
Oh, why do I have to rip out my heart for you
To go and finally let down your guard?
Heaven knows I'm losing patience
You only open up on the vergе of breaking up
You pull back, I put myself on the linе
Push too far like I do every time
But you leave me no choice
'Cause you only open up on the verge of breaking up

[Verse 2]
We talked about the past, you think it shaped you
And I guess I understand the way you feel
Try to meet you in the same way that our hands do
But I can barely bridge a gap if you're forever holding back, no
Not the first time I'm overcompensating
Not the last time you leave me speculating
And I wonder where it ends
And I wonder where it leaves us
'Cause enough is enough

[Chorus]
Oh, why do I have to rip out my heart for you
To go and finally let down your guard?
Heaven knows I'm losing patience
You only open up on the verge of breaking up
You pull back, I put myself on the line
Push too far like I do every time
But you leave me no choice
'Cause you only open up on the verge of breaking up

[Bridge]
I tried to leave it, I tried to put on hold
Tried to believe that it doesn't matter at all
I tried to think that, that I don't care
But you only open up on the verge of breaking up, oh
I tried to get it, tried to understand
I tried to comprehend it, but I just don't get it all
I just don't get it, tried to understand
But I don't and I won't and I won't, no, no

[Chorus]
Oh, why do I have to rip out my heart for you
To go and finally let down your guard?
Heaven knows I'm losing patience
You only open up on the verge of breaking up
You pull back, I put myself on the line
Push too far like I do every time
But you leave me no choice
'Cause you only open up on the verge of breaking up