The Truth Untold

I wake up in a castle
In a blossoming garden
Feeling so lonely
I hung myself in this mess filled with thorns

Tell me what do they call you?
Where are you running off to?
Oh, could you tell me?
I found you hidden away in this garden

And I know your warmth is
The closest to reality
The flowers that you picked for me
Reaching for your hand

But this is my fate
Don't smile on me
Light on me
No, I can never take another step to you
Don't have a name to call me by anymore

You know that I can't
Show you me
Give you me
The weaknesses that I hide you can never see
I wear a mask again so I could see you
But I still want you (want you, want you)

Wanna give you a flower
From this lonesome garden
Reminding me of you
I'd give you all and take this foolish mask off

But I know that I can
Never give you more than that
Forever may be in the past
Hide the ugly now

And I'm so afraid
That in the end, you'll leave again
It may be sad, but what was I supposed to do
I wear a mask again so I could see you

I'm crying, my soul
I'm all alone
The walls won't hold
The castle made of sand is falling from stone
I'm taking off the mask to go and see you
But I still want you
And I still want you

Maybe back then, if I was brave
I'd show you me
We could finally be happy, young, wild, and free
I'd give you all and take this foolish mask off

But my heart is breaking
I'm falling, deeply
The castle made of sand has fallen from within
I throw away the mask and see it sinking

But I still want you
And I still want you yeah, yeah
And I still want you
And I still want you