The Truth Is I Lied

I said it was over
I said we were through
I said when I left I
Was done loving you
But I'm fighting a feeling
That can't be denied
Forget what I told you
The truth is I lied

I know you werent expectin
This visit from me
With my hat in my hand and
My heart on my sleve
But I've stopped my pretending
And ive swallowed my pride
I'm not above saying
The truth is I lied

The truth is im not quite as strong as
I thought this battle is hardder
Than an war that we've fought
I said I could just push your memory aside
I ment it when i said it but the truth is I lied

Is it asking to much to forget and forgive
Dying for your love
Is no way to live
And the truth is im just not as strong as I thought
This battle is hardder
Than any war that we've fought
I said I could just push your memory asdide
I ment it when I said it but the truth is I lied
Oh, I ment it when I said it, the truth is ......I lied