The Truth About Me

[Intro]
I can't do this anymore, I'm tired of feeling this way
I don't want to feel this way
How can I get rid of the me in me?
I'm a need help..

[Verse 1]
Days go by and I just want to go back in time
To when I had everything as a young pop star
But that all came to an end the day I totally
Slipped in the bench
I have regrets for the all the mistakes I've made
I held onto hope, but nothing would come
People always gotta judge me and they know that
Deep down how much I am hurting

[Chorus]
Well you all know the truth about me
I was hung on coke, cigarettes and weed
I always lied cause I was ashamed and embarrassed
No longer having fame
I sure would do what I can to turn the clock back
Making things the way it could be
I didn't mean to hurt y'all even I know
I was beyond wrong, nothing else to say
Cause y'all know the truth about me

[Verse 2]
I love my brother Nick, he was a real role model
In my eyes, being him was everything
I could ever want to be, but I lost it all
As he gained it all and it frustrated me
Cause God give him everything while
I chose to remain in his shadows filled with
Jealousy and envy cause it wasn't fair
Knowing I done wrong, but what can I say
I told myself I could get anything I wanted
So now I know what I must do by
Making amends, cause Nick I love you bro
We're family till the end

[Chorus]
Well you all know the truth about me
I was hung on coke, cigarettes and weed
I always lied cause I was ashamed and embarrassed
No longer having fame
I sure would do what I can to turn the clock back
Making things the way it could be
I didn't mean to hurt y'all even I know
I was beyond wrong, nothing else to say
Cause y'all know the truth about me

[Outro]
I'm sorry Nick, I'm sorry bro, I'm sorry
I hope you still love me and forgive me
For everything I have done to you, I didn't mean to
Hurt you man, God gave you a second chance
And I was upset because you did what you could
That was hard as I couldn't because I didn't want
To face reality of my poor actions
I'm sorry bro, I really really am
Angel, I'm sorry and I love you, BJ
I love you and I love you, and especially to you Leslie
I am truly deeply sorry for what I did
God if you can hear me, please give me the strength to
Get the help I need, I need it and I gotta do this
To my exes, Melanie I'm sorry, Lina, sorry
Madison I am sorry, I never should've hurt you all
That's all I have to say cause now I know who I am
I know the truth about me