[Verse 1]
Eyes of ember, shoes of lead
Lost my balance at the end
Bed of daisies, dreams on fire
Crossed so many god damn lines
Hated all the music scenes
But all the vodka there was free
And I know I needed to be there
Not that anybody cared
[Chorus]
Is anyone watching?
Watching me fall in love
Watching me fuck this up
Is anyone watching?
Tequila truth at 4am
I'm leading with my heart again
I swear I'm the worst kind
And I'm not very good at this life
[Verse 2]
Bit my nails until they bled
Dug up old graves in a dress
Saw him right there by the bar
And he felt like making art
He was soft under the shell
But all that falling felt like hell
Heaven came a little later
But good god I wouldn't change it
[Chorus]
Is anyone watching? (Watching)
Watching me fall in love
Watching me fuck this up
Is anyone watching?
Tequila truth at 4am
I'm leading with my heart again
I swear I'm the worst kind
And I'm not very good at this life
[Bridge]
But for all my fault lines
I'm still here trying
I'm still here dancing in the sinking sand
And for all my goodbyes
I'm still wired to think forever
Is a part of the plan
'Cause I'd hitch my wagon
To the riskiest hand
Us god damn dreamers
With our death wish, man
[Chorus]
Is anyone watching? (Watching)
Watching me fall in love
Watching me fuck this up
Is anyone watching?
Tequila truth at 4am
I'm leading with my heart again
I swear I'm the worst kind
And I'm not very good at this life
[Outro]
(I'm not very good at this)
(Is anyone watching?)
No, I'm not very good at this life, life
And I'm not very good at this life
(I'm not very good at this)
(Is anyone watching?)
No, I'm not very good at this life, life
And I'm not very good at this life
The Truman Show was written by Nikita Karmen.
The Truman Show was produced by Nikita Karmen.
Nikita Karmen released The Truman Show on Fri Oct 31 2025.