The Things I’d Say

I’m freaking out, praying that I’ll simmer down
Play it cool for the scene
Wrote when I couldn’t sleep
Let’s keep hanging out
Take things slow but I don’t know how to be a cooler me
Just wish I told you

The things I'd say if I knew that I’d die today
Embarrassing
6 feet down, I know I got carried away
Can’t bare to say I wrote them down
But kept it tucked away
You’re too good for me
As if I ever want you to know how I feel

Miracles don’t mean a thing
Until you’ve made a little change
I guess I’ll try to be myself with everything
Like they always say
You should do your thing
Who cares what I really do?
Something that I should’ve knew
Is staying true
Nothing changes my views
I’m coming out of the blue
(I’m sorry there’s so much but you should know)

The things I'd say if I knew that I’d die today
Embarrassing
6 feet down, I know I got carried away
Can’t bare to say I wrote them down
But kept it tucked away
You’re too good for me
As if I ever want you to know how I feel

Never letting feelings go (Way more hard than it has to be)
It’s a waste of my time (Hard to get that just isn’t me)
Stuck regretting what I know (Honest me wouldn’t waste a day)
I’ll take you down with me (To let myself love you honestly)

The things I’d say if i knew that I’d die today
It's not a game to me
6 feet down, I know I got carried away
Find someone else to play
I wrote them down, kept it tucked away
Learned it the hardest way
I always really want you to know how I feel
How I feel