The surgery

I am glad and i am dragged
Selfish and greedy on her terms
And i cannot allow
The fumes of doubt
To escape my rotted mind
Out to rotting mankind

I cannot wait until they cut me open
I must force myself to keep on hopin
Every day i get through
One day closer to
The surgery

I am mad and i am ragged
Excited for mishap and tracks
I'm a cheerful kind most of the time
I'm a cheerful kind most of the time
Bridgette
It's just what you get!
It's just a little cut
Just under your gut

I cannot wait until they cut me open
I must force myself to keep on hopin
Every day i get through
One day closer to
The surgery

(fuck you supеrego
Your cold skinned charms
Will not appeasе me now
Will not freeze me now)

I cannot wait until they cut me open
I must force myself to keep on hopin
Every day i get through
One day closer to
The surgery