The sun will rise, pt. I

Intro:
Searching for what I can't find
Searching for what I can't find
What I can't find

Verse 1:
I'm watching the moon rise
Out in the rain I look up and close my eyes
Wash away all my sins
Don't know when this night will end
I'm just praying this night will end
Night will end

Bridge:
Can't get these voices all out of my head

Verse 2:
I cannot trust myself
I turn away for a second
And I'm back to digging myself
Into all of these messes
Its like I'm running, running, running, running
Staying a step ahead every direction
Cause I'm trynna focus on not over thinking
Man its like I'm
Is there something wrong with me
Causе I am in pain around people that I love thе most
And I'm trying to keep them all close but it's killing me
I know I'm needy
Obsessive and greedy
So I keep my distance man
I don't wan' be the one too in to this when you're not

Verse 3:
You're not responding I got
Anxiety over the silliest things like me not
Being there for you, I'm not enough for you
Everything I do is not new enough for you man
Check myself in like I'm not alright
But if its not meant to be, then its not meant to be yeah
All of these demons that stay in the dark with me
I've gotta leave 'em man, I need to free me man

Verse 4:
It's like I took another fall
And I'm back against the wall
Trynna give this shit my all, I'm just
I'm just trynna get my foot up out the door
Pick my shit up off the floor
Start my car and don't come back until I'm-
It's just like I'm 17 Again
Can't get hold of all my friends
If you wanna leave then fucking leave man, I'm just
I'm just tired of all the lying
I'm just tired all the time
Looks like the sun will finally rise to dry up all the

Outro:
Blood stains on your shirt
No scars on your silhouette
The puddle on your pillow case
Oh and I know. And I know
That it gets lonely
When you're the only one
Chasing a fairy tale
Yeah

Interlude:
I'll keep on waiting
And I'll keep on waiting
And praying
Yeah