​the sun is setting faster than my eyes can adjust to the brightness

[Verse 1]
(Godlow on the track)
Yeah these streets in the dark are getting way too familiar
I been on my own a couple months feels like a million years
Sometimes I feel like giving in my fears just lead to caving in
The pain inside my chest is something that I'm used to living with
Every day another new thing for me to worry about
I know things can get better
I don't care because I'm hurting now
Yeah, I need to leave it in the past tense
Label my mistakes and correct my bad reactions
I just wish that I could make everybody love me
The way I never [?] even more than just the ugly
This shit it goes deeper even more than I can grasp
But my search to find the meaning hidden clues inside my past
We all are given brains so we can contemplate these concepts
But the process interrupted by my nightmares' fucking nonsense
Thoughts inside my head are getting louder, I can't stop it
They take over the host while you're sitting there and watching

[Refrain]
I'm getting tired of this life
I don't know what I should do
I just wanna get it right
I see you crying in the night
You don't know what you should do
You just wanna get it right
I'm getting tired of this life
I don't know what I should do
I just wanna get it right
I see you crying in the night
You don't know what you should do
You just wanna get it right

[Verse 2]
Yeah, what makes up a soul is the shit I always wonder
Is this what we deserve is something else I often ponder
If this is a reward or a punishment, I guess we'll never know
If there's an afterlife we wonder
The angel and the devil on my shoulders throwing spears
The one in red attacking on my deepest darkest fears
Now, it's a battle of the supernatural
But if I'm honest that's exactly why I think we're even here
The earth is not the end, I refuse to accept it
The powers [?] are too powerful for this lonely dimension
Even with abilities to see humans as they are
Noticing the beauty in myself is nothing less than hard
I have my own issues in the realm of my control
But I've hurt others badly and I know it takes a toll
My fears are piling up, it gets hard to stay afloat
The only fear that exists is not having control

[Refrain]
I'm getting tired of this life
I don't know what I should do
I just wanna get it right
I see you crying in the night
You don't know what you should do
You just wanna get it right
I'm getting tired of this life
I don't know what I should do
I just wanna get it right
I see you crying in the night
You don't know what you should do
You just wanna get it right