The Story Behind The Pain

Dear beloved unknown
Here regarded as gone
Appear flooding my poems
I wear pops under robes
Near, heart is home for him
Harbored enthroned
Here not catacombs
Yeah mummy I am grown
But shed nothing at all
But fear that I am at fault
For saying that is a false
Cuz where am I without flaws
Gem studded and lost
With Jinn loving the course
Clear charted for loss
Heavy hearted off course
Semi brother is poor
Already fathered a daughter
Made it hard to face morning
Twenty four, still on mummy's pay roll
Rhyme as hungry as orphans
Only my first album striving for resources
Live when I am performing
Died but I am not mourning no
I am living life and I’ll celebrate for you
Even when I am feeling like
They stole memories of you
End up resorting to what I am supposed to do
Jog in the fog you are afraid of walking through
Gotta be brave money and I reckon it all depends on heart
Or lack of it, I figure its haunting all the same
Look in my eyes search for the story behind the pain
Life's a beast your breathing energy gotta tame
My pops deceased MCing remedy that okay
Taking me that ‘away
Towards the battle plains
Through wars examinations, chores
I'll handle fate
Ain’t much later but hard labour cause some say that
The love hater is far greater than thou made her
God tailor narrator hear the song prayer
Shake the room steady he can knock your wallpaper