The Search

[Intro: Parris Chariz]
Yeah, I been searching for you
I been searching for peace
I been searching for me

[Chorus: Parris Chariz]
I said I'm tired of being tired
I said I'm tired of going round' in these circles
I said I'm tired of these lies sometimes
It's like you do it on purpose
Got my hand to the skies, I could cry right now
Cause' I been feeling worthless
You can look me in my eyes, I've been hurting
I was headed for the curtains

I said I'm tired of being tired
I said I'm tired of going round' in these circles
I said I'm tired of these lies sometimes
It's like you do it on purpose
Got my hand to the skies, I could cry right now
Cause' I been feeling worthless
You can look me in my eyes, I've been hurting
I was headed for the curtains

[Verse 1: Parris Chariz]
You can try to help 'em, it ain't worth it
I thought we was brothers, you're in my verses
I tell em' call on God if you ain't certain
Now look at me feeling uncertain
I put it in a song, ain't call you first
But I'm telling you my wrongs, how do that work?
I guess I'm in wrong this like a curse
Gotta continue the search

[Refrain: Parris Chariz]
I could feel it, it hurts
But I'm still on the search
I know I'm called to the Earth
I know they need it in words
If they don't see that I'm first
Do it mean I ain't first?
This is why they said, it's a search

[Verse 2: WHATUPRG]
I said I'm tired of being tired
I said I'm tired of going round' in these circles
I said I'm fighting my mind
Some nights feel like I'm losing by purpose
I put my hands to the sky and hope you notice
I been praying, okay I'm lying
I've been trying to find my high since I got everything I dreamed of
Try to go to bed, still can't sleep (huh)
Still can't write a song, still can't pick up the phone
Call my homie and tell em' I did 'em wrong
Tell 'em I miss the times before this became a job
Before the labels even got involved
It's a lot, that's on my chest
Think I'm borderline depressed
I'm just tryna' find some rest
I been needing you the most

[Chorus: Parris Chariz]
I said I'm tired of being tired
I said I'm tired of going round' in these circles
I said I'm tired of these lies sometimes
It's like you do it on purpose
Got my hand to the skies, I could cry right now
Cause' I been feeling worthless
You can look me in my eyes, I've been hurting
I was headed for the curtains

[Outro]
I could feel it, it hurts
But I'm still on the search
I know I'm called to the Earth
I know they need it in words
If they don't see that I'm first
Do it mean I ain't first?
This is why they said, it's a search