The Screaming Continues

I forgot the answers to the questions I asked
Tried to fight my gut feeling, last time that left me with scars
I'm not OK, but it's OK, there's hell in my head for heaven's sake
I wish it would just stop
Spending money that I haven't made, mistake, regret then do it again
Will Jesus save if I haven't saved?
Will only the bailiffs know my name?
Stress
Should've grown up when I had the chance
I should've moved on when I had the faith
(Now what is your original place with God?)
Crazy thoughts of a sane person
I'm with a different girl, but I'm the same person, so it ain't working
My insecurities are just weighing me down
It looks like she's ready to wait it out
Who's gonna tell her that I ain't perfect?
Huh?
Sitting thinking about all the scars I hid
These don't hurt like the last ones did
Why am I sitting in the dark like this?
Does the most high love you? Yes, she does
I strayed off the path that I once begun
Look where the adventurer ended up