The Saturday

You're not supposed to deal with this
It's supposed to be fun
It doesn't have to be your job
You're supposed to have fun
I'm just filled with empty space
I know I can come to you
But you don't have to be around
I just wanna see you have fun, fun
Why are you so chilled about things?
It just makes things worse you know?
I shouldn't ruin your mood
So I'll be on my way back home
Where I deal with this myself
It doesn't mean I don't need someone I can hold for hours
But I know you're focused woman, yeah
So I don't wanna be an interruption, but

Conditional lover, open up, open up
Unconditional lover, open up
Open up to me

Keeping myself distant from everything
Tears only escape each time I blink
I just wanna dive into my bed
Most of the mind's where all this emptiness steads
The more I move, the more it all sinks in
I swear I'm on some outlying inn
Looking at the ceiling but I see none
I see an everlasting spiral to a dark sun, yeah

I swear you had more interesting things to do
Maybe, stay in bed, read a book, set the mood
I don't why you dare to show up to this
But I know I'm just really glad you did

Conditional lover, open up, open up
Unconditional lover, open up
Open up to me
Open up to me
Open up to me